These past few days with you have been enjoyable but confusing. I don’t know if I will ever have the right words to explain why I left except to say this isn’t the life I want.
My mother will be furious and my clan will be disappointed, but most of all, you will hate me. And that saddens me more than you’ll ever know. There were many days when I wished I didn’t have to choose. You are one of the most important people in my life, and I admit there were times when I wanted you to be enough. I’m sorry to leave like this, Kain. You deserve better.